Hello All
I was raised a christian.. Well sort of. We celebrated all the holidays, but never went to church.. Now that I think of it. My family is actually pagan/wiccan minded.. I grew up knowing to treat animals right. And to never hurt one unless your going to eat it.. And to thank the animal for its life.. I guess that is sort of Native American thinking. We have very small amount in family tree.. We respcected the land and took care of it, because it grew us food.. When my grandfather passed. He did not want a wake where every one wore black and mourned. Instead he wanted a party to celebrate the life he had, which his relatives tried to stop and go the normal route.
I think I am an eclectic pagan/wiccan/native american. Dont know which, because I dont really know the differences in them yet. But my mentor that I had is a wiccan. He set me on my path to realize who I really was. When I just met him. He already knew so much about me with out any one telling him. He said I was a healer.. And that i should start reading about herbal medicines.. He knew I took in wounded animals and took care of them. I still do not know how he knew. And after I started reading about the herbal medicine. I started to learn about wicca.. I was just beginning to learn when he moved away.
I believe every thing happens for a reason. Even if you cant figure out why. I lost contact with my mentor.. And sort of strayed from continuing to learn more. Then some reason.. I found him.. After trying to find him for two years on the internet. I gave up. Then one day, on facebook, there he was.. I did not know at the time why I had finally found him. But now I am dealing with some very bad problems in my life.. They all started about a month after I found him. I believe I found him in my time of need.. He is helping my family get though these hard times. He reminded me to meditate. Which has helped alot.. Its amazing how things work out. I live in the US, and he moved to Australia.. Had not heard from him in almost a decade.. Its just amazing..
I just thought I would introduce myself and a little about me. I have read all 72 pages of this thread with great interest.. Sitting here with a warm cup of tea.. I cant believe it took me so long to find this thread. I hope to learn more, and figure out which direction I am going.. I dont know weather to go celtic type wiccan since most of my ancesters where from Ireland. Or just combine what I think is a right fit for me. I also admire the Native American way. My friend is native american and her mom was helping me find my spirit animal.. But we never narrowed it down. But it gave me an idea. Does any one know how you find your spirit or guidance animal.. Or does it just happen..
Also it is a bit weird. I can sence when some thing bad is going to happen to my family. Not what or when. But I can sence some thing. I also sence an earthquake, even when they are 100s of miles away. And barely no one else felt them. I would say, every one we just had an earthquake. No one would believe me because it wasnt on the news yet or the internet. It doesnt alway work. But it has happened many times. Expecially when they are on the same coast as me. I dont know if it is me. Or I am just in tune with my dogs, and they just know. When my old dog Blaze was alive. She would just look at me and I would sence bad weather coming. I dont get the same feeling from the dogs I have now. But it is weird, I feel like I have known my one dog before.. I had a litter of pups. Gave them all away. For some reason I missed one really really bad.. It wasnt even my favorite one out of the litter.. Two weeks later, the people returned her to me. Now she is here to stay. She doesnt remind me of any of my other pets though. Shes real hyper and doesnt listen really well. But she wont let me out of her sight ever.. She is almost one year old now.
Oh, can any one tell me what this saying means..
"Bright Belling on you"
I was told that belling means blessing. And that this comes out of a special and big event. I cant find the exact meaning any where. And my mentor wouldnt tell me the meaning yet. He said I will know in time..
Thank you all for your time. And reading my book length post.. LOL
Edited to correct spelling errors..
I was raised a christian.. Well sort of. We celebrated all the holidays, but never went to church.. Now that I think of it. My family is actually pagan/wiccan minded.. I grew up knowing to treat animals right. And to never hurt one unless your going to eat it.. And to thank the animal for its life.. I guess that is sort of Native American thinking. We have very small amount in family tree.. We respcected the land and took care of it, because it grew us food.. When my grandfather passed. He did not want a wake where every one wore black and mourned. Instead he wanted a party to celebrate the life he had, which his relatives tried to stop and go the normal route.
I think I am an eclectic pagan/wiccan/native american. Dont know which, because I dont really know the differences in them yet. But my mentor that I had is a wiccan. He set me on my path to realize who I really was. When I just met him. He already knew so much about me with out any one telling him. He said I was a healer.. And that i should start reading about herbal medicines.. He knew I took in wounded animals and took care of them. I still do not know how he knew. And after I started reading about the herbal medicine. I started to learn about wicca.. I was just beginning to learn when he moved away.
I believe every thing happens for a reason. Even if you cant figure out why. I lost contact with my mentor.. And sort of strayed from continuing to learn more. Then some reason.. I found him.. After trying to find him for two years on the internet. I gave up. Then one day, on facebook, there he was.. I did not know at the time why I had finally found him. But now I am dealing with some very bad problems in my life.. They all started about a month after I found him. I believe I found him in my time of need.. He is helping my family get though these hard times. He reminded me to meditate. Which has helped alot.. Its amazing how things work out. I live in the US, and he moved to Australia.. Had not heard from him in almost a decade.. Its just amazing..
I just thought I would introduce myself and a little about me. I have read all 72 pages of this thread with great interest.. Sitting here with a warm cup of tea.. I cant believe it took me so long to find this thread. I hope to learn more, and figure out which direction I am going.. I dont know weather to go celtic type wiccan since most of my ancesters where from Ireland. Or just combine what I think is a right fit for me. I also admire the Native American way. My friend is native american and her mom was helping me find my spirit animal.. But we never narrowed it down. But it gave me an idea. Does any one know how you find your spirit or guidance animal.. Or does it just happen..
Also it is a bit weird. I can sence when some thing bad is going to happen to my family. Not what or when. But I can sence some thing. I also sence an earthquake, even when they are 100s of miles away. And barely no one else felt them. I would say, every one we just had an earthquake. No one would believe me because it wasnt on the news yet or the internet. It doesnt alway work. But it has happened many times. Expecially when they are on the same coast as me. I dont know if it is me. Or I am just in tune with my dogs, and they just know. When my old dog Blaze was alive. She would just look at me and I would sence bad weather coming. I dont get the same feeling from the dogs I have now. But it is weird, I feel like I have known my one dog before.. I had a litter of pups. Gave them all away. For some reason I missed one really really bad.. It wasnt even my favorite one out of the litter.. Two weeks later, the people returned her to me. Now she is here to stay. She doesnt remind me of any of my other pets though. Shes real hyper and doesnt listen really well. But she wont let me out of her sight ever.. She is almost one year old now.
Oh, can any one tell me what this saying means..
"Bright Belling on you"
I was told that belling means blessing. And that this comes out of a special and big event. I cant find the exact meaning any where. And my mentor wouldnt tell me the meaning yet. He said I will know in time..
Thank you all for your time. And reading my book length post.. LOL
Edited to correct spelling errors..
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