This is a little bit of a rant, so I'm preparing you all,but I just need a place to vent, so I figured fellow European chicken lovers would be the ideal place for this. I'm am so exhausted from all the failed attempts at getting what I want, which is a broody (because broody=hatching eggs=I can hatch and breed my birds) I think I've mentioned this before, but a quick overview is, 5 years ago I tried contacting a farm to buy some silkie chicks, they said they'd call me back once they are ready to send the birds, they never did. Managed to get a landrace breed that is known for going broody 2 years ago, none did. Found a broody hen last year, she sat perfectly for two weeks, snapped out of it, I said fine, at least she'll go broody again next year, one week later she escaped and was stolen. The same year I got a pair of aseel, was told they were the opposite gender, both ended up males. This year, found some silkie chicks, had to give up my favorite rooster because I couldn't have 4 roosters on the property, my neighbors would hate me. One week after purchase all died. I'm just so frustrated, whatever I do somehow nature says, nope, ain't no way you're doing that!