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We've missed you, too @Blooie! I guess this means you're doing better? Welcome Back!![]()
Awe, Blooie. I've just lost myself in Rachael's thread and fallen in love with you guys. I had a loss not long ago and have been stuck in my own denial. That thread has helped me so much. You guys are such godsends.Well I feel like a total asshat. (Don't you dare yell at me, Nifty! I'm just as good at breaking rules for important causes as you are!) I have been off BYC for the last 6 months, fighting some medical battles of my own here, but they are nothing in comparison to this! I had no clue this was going on until I had time today to snoop through a lot of posts that I'd missed, and doggone it, this was one! And here I was, pestering Sumi in her capacity as Admin over on the BYC FB site for the last couple of days. I haven't donated (is that still going so I can, I hope?), I haven't sent any sweet messages, and I haven't been offering prayers to the Good Lord, either.
Sumi, when our Rachel (Donrae) relapsed and was in the hospital, she always seemed to be cheered by the photos I'd taken of some of the hummingbirds we have. She said they gave her a feeling of "peace with energy". When she was put into Hospice, I sent her an 8X10 print of her favorite, and although her vision was gone Mr. Donrae said she loved it....she knew which one it was! So allow me to send you the same photo, and hope that it makes you smile the way it did Rachel. (Oh, and forget the stoopid video! Who cares?)
I am so glad you are doing better and sleeping! A good night's sleep is so important to heal. Good to hear you were able to get out with Xavier and do some normal stuff, this helps the healing too. Keep feeling better my dear! We love you to pieces Sumi!!Just a general update from here. I'm finally sleeping well! Such a relief, though I may need a few nights of this to finish catching up, I am grateful!
I had my little man home from school today for an appointment and then took him clothes shopping. Exhausting that was, but so much fun tooI'm feeling better today than I did the previous few days and I'm hopeful this will continue.