Not having a great evening. Dropped a bottle of vitamins into the toilet just as it was flushing. Down it went, oooops. Then I forgot I took a xanax and just took another. I wasn't sure I took 2 but judging by how loopy I feel all of a sudden, I guess I did. If I don't wake up in the morning, I'm leaving you all my chickens...
18 years sober. This is not a comfortable feeling.
