I dont think self loathing quite fits the description of anything here..I think its the quality and personal taste..I personally think there is nothing finer than a great American standard also ..But unfortunately I have quite a few pics from shows all over that are not the greatest examples ..seems there are just so few anymore..and those who have them are not exactly terribly nice to deal with ..doesn't make the viewer or potential buyer have an easy time or pleasant experience....perhaps its a combination of personal taste and the people are so nice to deal with that makes the whole thing so inviting..especially to people who are new.. I agree with Julie ..Its not something that no one else has..its in my case reviving the glory days of say the white orp who at one time enjoyed massive popularity..then later nearly went extinct..from my own personal experience..lets say it was worse than a horrible experience trying to find some..I wont get into personalitlies ..but I found the English owners so pleasant and willing to try to help...don't care to look back at some of the personalities I had to try to deal with nor will I dwell on it..I was willing to spend decent money was treated pretty bad....from my perspective, the standard group seemed very insecure about all of this English invasion..
NYREDS , Im just wondering if you had your heart set on something and had made up your mind to get ready to get into a variety..only to be told, me and my buddies have em and you aint getting em..I thought...good then, you Keep em.. then I did it my way.. Im just wondering how would that feel to you? you all need to promote not demote