I’m sorry to hear about that.
I too am trying to follow our Lord. Unfortunatly I live in a confused and pagan state, but my area is trying to break away to a new state (Jefferson). My area never did listen to the Gavin Newsom and after we got some bad folks out our board of supervisors and county officials decided we should ignore his orders and our church never closed and we are the one of only 2 counties to have had live fairs.
I am currently attending a Christian and Missionary Alliance church, I was raised in the Charismatic Movement, but I have been studying theology and I am moving closer towards Sacremental Protestantism such as Lutheran or Anglican churches
. Pax Domini Christus Vobiscum
@Severne it sounds like you’re on a journey like a lot of cradle Christians in our confused and disordered culture who want to find truth they can stand upon and go back to the roots of Christianity where there is routine, ritual, foundational truth, liturgy, sacraments and all things that the Early Church Fathers have handed down to us. We have the freedom and access to stand on the shoulders of some brilliant, and holy men and women of God, if we could get past some of the misinformation of the last 500 years, we could bridge the great divides amongst Christians and be wholly and holy united in the way that Jesus prayed for in John 17, and St. Paul preached about in Ephesians, and in 1 Corinthians.
My husband and I are in our 30’s, he was raised in Church of Christ, I was raised Pentecostal, my grandmother in the holiness movement, and myself in Assemblies of God. We entered the Catholic Church in 2017 and it’s been the best thing for our family and our marriage we could ever do. It brought order to our chaos. And helped us learn so much about how much we need each other as Christians, especially in the progressive, toxic environments of what started as a “seeker friendly” movement and turned into a “we no longer talk about sin or the bad news which makes us believe in our NEED for the Good News!”.
My MIL is joining the Anglican Church this year.
Liturgy and Sacraments are contagious...so is the Truth, for that matter. Lol.
We just moved to country last year and have 3 kids, 1 dog, about 30 chickens, about 2 dozen ducks, 5 geese, and 8 acres of land.
We call ourselves “Charismatic Catholics”. Haha. And
@MarkJr is correct about being able to tell if the Holy Spirit is there. I’ve been to Catholic and non-Catholic churches that have embraced some bad theology, and some just plain false doctrine, it’s pretty easy to pick up on in one service if you’re in tune to God’s love and presence.
Anyway, if you need a buddy to talk to who has gone through very similar weird faith transitions, feel free to message or reach out. I can recommend some reading or YouTube channels that might help, as well.
God Bless!