Thanks. I am trying so hard to keep my mind off of it but I can't. I know if I'm sad he'll feel it. I want to be happy because when I'm happy he's happy. He'll be with me forever. When a dog comes into my life it gives me a piece of it's heart, when it leaves it takes a piece of mine.
Plus I have learned so much from demon. It's just now I need to find another dog to at least train to alert me to my dizzy spells before they happen, my anxiety attacks and all that. and it has to be good around people. Oscar does everything but fears people. Hoping that Buddy (we're getting soon) will learn from oscar to alert me. he's a people dog. Loves everyone.
I bet there's something you can do to make Demon feel better and extend his life. You might even end up curing him.
I've been helping some friends who have a yellow lab with cancer- and she's still alive and happy- for a year now- with holistic medicine.
For instance, just now- I googled "Dog enlarged heart" and am reading this article that states Taurine (dirt cheap amino acid) plus Carnitine and CoQ10 are helpful.
Here, check this out: http://www.dog-health-guide.org/dogenlargedheart.html
BTW- I used to buy all the amino acid supplements and stuff like MSM, glucosamine, chondroitan, & Carnitine for my son and I from this company in Maine that sells in bulk, dirt cheap. Check out "Beyond a Century" online catalog- flat fee shipping $5.
Good Luck.