We Quit Cigarettes

Also honestly I don’t really get you guys because everyone always says I need to get off my phone or try to find a job or do this or that but then I finally do and am finally trying for the first time in forever and it’s never enough because I should be doing more. Doesn’t count because I should already be doing it. No point in a job contest or in searching because I am going to lose/never actually going to get one, etc... tbh it makes me not even want to bother trying sometimes because it’s not going to be good enough anyway. I know none of you mean it that way or whatever but it’s just a bit discouraging nonetheless. But regardless, I AM still trying and doing stuff and I’m not going to stop because of it or whatever. I’m doing better than I have in a long time.
 
I just smoked a drag or two in the bath tub. I was trying to shove the cigarette down the drain so no one would find it but it crumbled up and there was little brown stuff floating around in my bath water. I woke up...with my shirt a little moist and my eyes too. I must have just had my first real scary dream.
I think this scared a lot of us who are going for this ride with Kiki! I'm on my 4th day clear of something I had been trying to quit for 2 years...Kiki for president!
 
I think this scared a lot of us who are going for this ride with Kiki! I'm on my 4th day clear of something I had been trying to quit for 2 years...Kiki for president!
Woooot 4 days is great!
What's the something...we want to know.
Don't worry...we won't judge or tell anyone.
 
I think this protein kick/actually eating three meals thing that I'm on is curbing my snacking appetite.
3 good balanced meals definitely helps with the snacking!

Yeah, Miss Sunshine passed Sunday afternoon at home.
I'm so sorry. She is beautiful.
I lost my boy less than two weeks ago to a sudden stroke.
My 3rd and last dog went in October.
We know from the minute we let them into our hearts, that one day they will break them.
The joy we gain by loving them will, in time, once again outweigh the sadness they can bring to our lives.



My mom died a little over a month ago. I was standing right by her bed and she just took a little breath then stopped.
No words :hugs Been 10+ years, also heard the least breath.
 
Also honestly I don’t really get you guys because everyone always says I need to get off my phone or try to find a job or do this or that but then I finally do and am finally trying for the first time in forever and it’s never enough because I should be doing more. Doesn’t count because I should already be doing it. No point in a job contest or in searching because I am going to lose/never actually going to get one, etc... tbh it makes me not even want to bother trying sometimes because it’s not going to be good enough anyway. I know none of you mean it that way or whatever but it’s just a bit discouraging nonetheless. But regardless, I AM still trying and doing stuff and I’m not going to stop because of it or whatever. I’m doing better than I have in a long time.
I think most are probably just tired of hearing about it and just want you to do it. That's just my opinion, not worth anything.
 
Surprisingly I'm doing really well with my eating.
This week is the week that I normally eat the most junk food.
I haven't eaten any yet.

I think this protein kick/actually eating three meals thing that I'm on is curbing my snacking appetite.

I am almost positive I will never smoke a cigarette again.
I am 100% positive I will not get fat.
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