I'm afraid of alot of things that make no sense to me at all. I'm afraid of being lost, drowning, flying, being on a ladder (but not afraid od heights, eerily), being hurt by the beggars on the street (I have to lock my car doors, even if I'm moving at more than 5 mph), being attacked by ANYONE when I'm alone in public, I feel paranoid, and I have panic attacks but I not if I'm with someone.
I can't go t othe gym alone, but I can go to the pet store as long as I have my dog with me.
I'm at my wit's end and I feel like my life is falling apart at times, but I'm in treatment right now and they gave me some medications, but since I'm getting out of the military, I'm afraid to take them 'cause I might not be able to take them once I get out, since I don't have medical coverage.
I'm scared and I do'nt want to be!
I used to be normal.