River stared at him, her lip curling to reveal long fangs. "No." She snarled, stumbling back. "You do understand you're not the only one with crippling depression, right?" She snapped, literally hugging the knife to her chest. "And if words mean nothing, then shut up. I wasn't giving you my sympathy, so listen to what I was saying! If you can't listen, then don't assume! Stop thinking you're the worst off, just because you have a hard life, doesn't mean we don't either!" She shrieked, pointing at Misty, blood dripping from her hand. "You see her? She saw her entire people killed!" She whirled on Toby. "You see him?" She asked, glancing around. "He's been through crazy stuff, kid!" She growled, before taking out the knife's blade, slapping the side of it against her throat. "You see this idiot right here? I saw people that I loved die when I was ten, I killed my first man when I was fourteen." She stepped closer to Wolfram, eyes widened and crazed. "Have you ever killed?" She whispered, her voice taunt. "It's an interesting feeling. Addictive, even. I love it. I love pain. I love inflicting it, on myself and others." She growled, before stumbling back again. "I'm not giving you the knife, because I don't trust you." She snarled, flipping the knife's blade away and holding it close once more.
"And you're smart not to trust me, Wolfram. I expect that you never will." She glanced around, realizing how terrifying she looked, drenched in blood, yelling about pain, whispering about the feeling of killing.
"Can we just... Stop?"