Depression?

[rIrs roost]

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[OneLuckeyWife]

I suffer from anxiety and depression. I also have
Trichotillomania, a disorder caused by my anxiety. I take medicine everyday.

My anxiety and depression is from growing up with physical and mental abuse from my drug addict mother. My mother is now facing prison time for assault/attempted murder.

I went to court and was granted a Family Protection Order in June 2017. The county my mother is in didn't transport her for the trial because of the severity of her charges. My mother is still in criminal jail awaiting her trial this month.

 

[rIrs roost]

I suffer from anxiety and depression. I also have
Trichotillomania, a disorder caused by my anxiety. I take medicine everyday.

My anxiety and depression is from growing up with physical and mental abuse from my drug addict mother. My mother is now facing prison time for assault/attempted murder.

I went to court and was granted a Family Protection Order in June 2017. The county my mother is in didn't transport her for the trial because of the severity of her charges. My mother is still in criminal jail awaiting her trial this month.

I'm so sorry that you were put through this. No one deserves it. My father was abusive. Mentallty and physically. I tried to stop him from beating my mom when I was 3 or 4 years old. He started letting me drink when I was 8. Mom told me that he use to put beer in my baby bottles. Luckily she divorced him and re married my step father that treated me like his own. I still went to my dads on the weekends some though. He would tell me to do things that was dangerous. Looking back on it now I think he was hoping that some of the things that he told me to do would kill me. I guess that I'm fortunate to be as normal as I am now. I se to drink everyday. Always more than a case of beer a day. Did that for years. Thanks to God I quit in 2008. The only thing that I got from my dad that was good was a great work ethic and seeing what he put my mom through caused me to loose it if I seen a man hit a woman. It's been very hard to forgive him for things that he done. I'm still trying. For the most part I have. Only because my mom told me that I had to to make it into heaven.

 

[Junochick]

I'm so sorry that you were put through this. No one deserves it. My father was abusive. Mentallty and physically. I tried to stop him from beating my mom when I was 3 or 4 years old. He started letting me drink when I was 8. Mom told me that he use to put beer in my baby bottles. Luckily she divorced him and re married my step father that treated me like his own. I still went to my dads on the weekends some though. He would tell me to do things that was dangerous. Looking back on it now I think he was hoping that some of the things that he told me to do would kill me. I guess that I'm fortunate to be as normal as I am now. I se to drink everyday. Always more than a case of beer a day. Did that for years. Thanks to God I quit in 2008. The only thing that I got from my dad that was good was a great work ethic and seeing what he put my mom through caused me to loose it if I seen a man hit a woman. It's been very hard to forgive him for things that he done. I'm still trying. For the most part I have. Only because my mom told me that I had to to make it into heaven.

Your not the only one that had a dad that put beer in a baby bottle, he did that so I would go to sleep and not be a problem. Both my parents we abusive , my mother at age 74 apologized for all the mean things she did to me as a child. I don't have much of a relationship with her ,still don't trust her. I was sick with a high fever one winter and she locked me outside with just a tee shirt on for a half hour. Any time I had a sore throat or a cough they would give me brandy until I went to sleep. I could go on about all the nasty things they did to me and my sister. I hope everyone has a great day

 

[rIrs roost]

Your not the only one that had a dad that put beer in a baby bottle, he did that so I would go to sleep and not be a problem. Both my parents we abusive , my mother at age 74 apologized for all the mean things she did to me as a child. I don't have much of a relationship with her ,still don't trust her. I was sick with a high fever one winter and she locked me outside with just a tee shirt on for a half hour. Any time I had a sore throat or a cough they would give me brandy until I went to sleep. I could go on about all the nasty things they did to me and my sister. I hope everyone has a great day

Oh no. You had it from both. I don't understand how any parents could be like that to any child. Much less their own. I was in a bad bike wreck at my dads house. Shattered my nose and you couldn't see my head or face for blood. He told me to wash off the blood and take a nap. Luckily my step mom was there and told him to take me to the hospital. He refused and she told him to take me home to my mom. She knew that my mom would get me to the hospital. She kelp me awake until we reached my mom.

 

[Junochick]

Oh no. You had it from both. I don't understand how any parents could be like that to any child. Much less their own. I was in a bad bike wreck at my dads house. Shattered my nose and you couldn't see my head or face for blood. He told me to wash off the blood and take a nap. Luckily my step mom was there and told him to take me to the hospital. He refused and she told him to take me home to my mom. She knew that my mom would get me to the hospital. She kelp me awake until we reached my mom.

My parents never should have had children, I am glad your stepmother sent you to your mom. When I was a teen I promised god if I ever had kids I would never treat them like my parents did to us. I have 2 wonderful kids that love me and want to be part of my life. When my dad passed away I never felt anything (no tears) I still try to avoid talking to my mother, she still is not a nice person at 74.

 

[CapricornFarm]

I was told to come here

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[Flock Master64]

Thanks

 

[rIrs roost]

My parents never should have had children, I am glad your stepmother sent you to your mom. When I was a teen I promised god if I ever had kids I would never treat them like my parents did to us. I have 2 wonderful kids that love me and want to be part of my life. When my dad passed away I never felt anything (no tears) I still try to avoid talking to my mother, she still is not a nice person at 74.

I've wondered a lot about when my dd passes will I feel anything. Funny how sometimes those of us have went through time like we have turn out to be totally opposite. It's a good thing though.

Welcome! We love you already, just as you are!

Yes we do. Hope to see you back on here soon @Flock Master64

 

[rIrs roost]

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