I am having trouble with it too. I am regurgitating what I know, but it is all like a dream. I just walked a round yard with just the dogs expecting wife or kids to yell at my about something. I went to get mail with just one dog; no kids that almost always road bikes. When I went to farmers market, most people just stared, they do not know what to say.I'm so sorry. I can't imagine that happening to someone so close
Deepest Condolences.My dear wife passed at 2259 (10:59 PM) yesterday. Her passing was sandwiched between my birthday on the 16th and our sons today (18th) making the remembrance of it easier without my son in particular having a bad pairing. My sister in law was very concerned about that in the end as the weight of things lifted.