Break-ups suck...that's the fact.
The more you talk about your relationship, the more it seems like you checked out on him..."it's going to end anyway, so why bother". When you decided to give him an ultimatum, you should have been prepared for him to take you up on it. It almost seems that you deliberately undermined the relationship until you gave your ultimatum; it makes it seem like the whole breakup is on his shoulders. If you value something, you don't undermine it, you nurture it.
He's done. He's a nice guy so he said he would think about things. And he will. He will be making the same choices that you should be pondering: what do you want in a boy/girl friend, what qualities make them worth spending time with, what qualities annoy the poop out of you, what qualities make you laugh, make you joyful, make you care, and what qualities do you bring to the couple, what do you want your partner to see in you.
I've been married 25 years, to the guy who typed my term papers. It is a constant learning process, and he still surprises me. Everyone gets in ruts, plays games that don't work, gets resentful, gets silly about stupid stuff; realizing that all that stuff is counter productive is one of the things that makes long term relationships possible. Game playing, even more than infidelity, ruins relationships. If you can't be honest and un-manipulative; no relationship will ever work long term.
So put on your big girl panties, and move on. You do this by not going looking for photos, by derailing the would/could/should have been thoughts before they get started, by being busy enough to not think and by spending time with friends.
And if you get advice that you don't like, look for the truth in it, and ignore the rest. Many times we are most irritated by the stuff that hits closest to the mark.
Good luck.
The more you talk about your relationship, the more it seems like you checked out on him..."it's going to end anyway, so why bother". When you decided to give him an ultimatum, you should have been prepared for him to take you up on it. It almost seems that you deliberately undermined the relationship until you gave your ultimatum; it makes it seem like the whole breakup is on his shoulders. If you value something, you don't undermine it, you nurture it.
He's done. He's a nice guy so he said he would think about things. And he will. He will be making the same choices that you should be pondering: what do you want in a boy/girl friend, what qualities make them worth spending time with, what qualities annoy the poop out of you, what qualities make you laugh, make you joyful, make you care, and what qualities do you bring to the couple, what do you want your partner to see in you.
I've been married 25 years, to the guy who typed my term papers. It is a constant learning process, and he still surprises me. Everyone gets in ruts, plays games that don't work, gets resentful, gets silly about stupid stuff; realizing that all that stuff is counter productive is one of the things that makes long term relationships possible. Game playing, even more than infidelity, ruins relationships. If you can't be honest and un-manipulative; no relationship will ever work long term.
So put on your big girl panties, and move on. You do this by not going looking for photos, by derailing the would/could/should have been thoughts before they get started, by being busy enough to not think and by spending time with friends.
And if you get advice that you don't like, look for the truth in it, and ignore the rest. Many times we are most irritated by the stuff that hits closest to the mark.
Good luck.