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Morning all, I have a test at the hospital today and I guess i am going to the goodwill to try and find a crock pot. I am having a really hard time dealing with this. It just makes me so mad at the surgeon all over again. There is no easy way out. No help, nothing. I wish I could at least of gotten pictures. I know i keep talking about this and going in circles . Its because I dont want to lose them. I probably wont have the money for a crock pot til pay day anyhow. LOL I do think (almost positive) this round of "illness" is simply the heat. It is so very hot in the coop of bantams and some dont come out to the run. Not sure why. The one frizzle sister that acted ill was for one day only. This just makes it harder . If there is nothing wrong with them then I am culling healthy expensive birds just because I cant take care of them. I probably have at least 30 seramas now Some pet quality some looking pretty good. Not counting the ones that have hatched here I have about $400. wrapped up in the birds alone. I just know there has to be a solution to this mess without putting them down. I just need more time to think it out.
DH is having chest pain on and off. He is refusing hospital. I am afraid he is starting to give up. I am trying to not let my depression show with him. I want him to be happy, to see happy around him. To know life is still worth living. So, I ask him nothing about the chickens. He seems to enjoy the babies in the house. No matter how many i had when the babies were hatching he would get big smiles on his face when i brought a new one in. It makes him happy to see me happy. It makes him happy to "fix"something for me. building a new brooder box. feeling needed. So I "need " him every day. spider in the bathtub this am. size of a dinner plate ! LOL well, looked that big to me anyway. Hubby took care of that. Now all i have is spider guts in there . Its a garden tub I dont use anyway so no harm, no fowl .hehe
DH is having chest pain on and off. He is refusing hospital. I am afraid he is starting to give up. I am trying to not let my depression show with him. I want him to be happy, to see happy around him. To know life is still worth living. So, I ask him nothing about the chickens. He seems to enjoy the babies in the house. No matter how many i had when the babies were hatching he would get big smiles on his face when i brought a new one in. It makes him happy to see me happy. It makes him happy to "fix"something for me. building a new brooder box. feeling needed. So I "need " him every day. spider in the bathtub this am. size of a dinner plate ! LOL well, looked that big to me anyway. Hubby took care of that. Now all i have is spider guts in there . Its a garden tub I dont use anyway so no harm, no fowl .hehe
