I am pretending it's not happening. I had my presurgery check up and went to joint replacement class on Monday. Things have changed a bit since I had my shoulders replaced. There's a whole separate area now that they call luxury suites in one sentence and a nursing home in another, either way I get my own room.
The Swedish sounding doctor asked a few times what sports I do for exercise, I pointed at my knees and said I can't. She got all worried about my heart for some reason, though I did mention my father had a bypass and that I used to smoke. I passed the EKG. I do know my heart is fine, that's something that's not currently broke, so I found it weird she was hung up on it.
They say I will go home the next day, yay, than they said I can't shower for 3 weeks, yikes! They will fit me with a walker if I need one. They offered me a choice of general anesthesia or a nerve block, I choose the general because I haven't had troubles with it and don't want to know what goes on, or to smell grinding bones, even though they give you something to forget it all.
I am getting extremely nervous. Depending on the day, I'm either past ready to have it done, or wanting to call it off. I have too much on my mind and am not getting anything done that I wanted to before the surgery.