Haha, you guys are great.
So over the past several years in dance, I have been struggling a lot with bitterness towards one of my teachers. Additionally, I've struggled with the fact that I don't get solos very often and I usually am placed in the back due to my height. I haven't had a solo in over 8 years and I felt as though that one teacher was shunning me. It's something God has really been working on inside of me. Last semester was the peak and all the hurt came out. Anyway, long story short, this semester, I was blessed with a new teacher whom I LOVE. Today in the car, my mom and I were talking about ambition. I told her that so far this semester, something has really changed in side me and I honestly do not care where I am positioned in the dance. It's like that part of me was totally yanked out and thrown away. I am now equally fine with being in the front, center, back or side. And guess what happened today? We reached a part in the dance in which everyone
but me and one other girl runs off stage.
It was like once I surrendered it to God, He gave it back and rewarded me. Oh, it was so beautiful!!