I feel for you. All of you.
My other 2 are also special needs, one being Autistic. Similar to your situation, little guy has struggles but he's high functioning and a very sweet boy, he WILL grow up and be a productive member of society on his own.
My oldest is so intelligent, he could be a military space engineer if he wanted to (he currently thinks an environmental or agricultural engineer career) but he will go no where if we cannot find the right therapy and meds. A brilliant mind trapped and overcome by aggression and delusion.
We are absolutely warriors. These children need us to be.
Imagine if she heard about my 40
Yup. My boy is kinda scary smart. He wants to go into robotics engineering and loves computer coding. But at 13 still has to be reminded to brush his teeth. I dono.. is that the autism, or the age? I think a boy as tall as me should have his personal hygiene down to a daily habit by now. That's the kind of thing that wears me out. I can't do all his thinking all the time .... I have enough of my own chores to do.