I think you're expecting a lot from yourself given the last few months.Thanks, Lozzy.I've contacted the uni wellness centre. Apparently I have some PTSD which is affecting how I operate. Any stress is likely to send me for a loop & of course studying is quite stressful in some ways. I did consider deferring but then what would I do? Figure it's better to just plough ahead.
I lived with my eldest for 10 months when I became homeless. They were and still are wonderful but there is something about having your own space with your things in it that all the kindness just can't replace.
Something else to bear in mind if can crack this in your current circumstances the next hurdle won't seem so high; or as I like to say to myself when the going gets hard "if I can get through this I can get through them all."
] but today was *social archaeology* ~ which I actually know something about apparently~ & not weird stuff like stratas & matrix & provenience ~ all the stuff I've always skipped as dull as ditchwater. And of course when I know something I know the weird stuff that nobody else does. Now I just have to buckle down & clear this couple of essays due @ the end of the week & I might feel a little more confident.
I might just hole up here for the duration.
In my defence I am bogged down in assignments & going nowhere fast.
