Have you collected this evening's eggs yet?I know but I just feel like it compared to how involved I used to be haha
I can’t do that! Although I think I might get a lot more accomplished if I did.
Thanks. Idk. I suppose I should actually change it instead of doing the whole self pity thing haha
Nah it’s okay, not too personal at all haha anyway, I haven’t been lately but I usually always get bloodwork and everything when I go including the last physical and it’s always come back normal I think and it’s been a while so idk. I should probably get it checked out though cause I get migraines a lot too. And a few other things ha but honestly I most of it might just be diet and my phone. And lack of exercise ha cause I’m on my phone like all the time and often just plant for a while and put off doing what I was going to do. I feel like that’s part of it sitting around on that so I do need to work on using the phone less. Sounds stupid but I think I’m like addicted to it or something ha but that said I do think the environment at home isn’t exactly conducive to being productive either because no one else really is and plus it’s also quite stressful sometimes so I think that does not help anything ha and when I’m away from it, I’m usually way better, so I do think there’s some sort of something going on from that or something. Idk. I’ve had depression before and also have anxiety and OCD so it’s definitely possible I could have it again and I kind of think I might but at the same time, I also just spend too much time glued to my phone which I think is a lot or all of my problem and I also hate making excuses too especially when I could just get off my butt and actually do something ha and even if it is/was depression, I still would need to force myself to do something anyway, especially since I really don’t want to go on medicine or anything, so either way, I gotta force myself to do something other than sit around so I may as well just do it haha although that said I have been thinking of finding a therapist or something to see too but that’s another one I keep putting off.I’ve been meaning to find one for months, years even haha
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