I hear ya!!! I still have a difficult time reading patterns. I had to get a very kind associate that worked at Joann's to help walk me through the sunflower pattern when I wanted to learn it. I do better w/ hands on training. There are some wonderful youtube tutorials out there for patterns. I think I need to try to find one on the web to help me with the rectangle pattern.Thanks, I really do want to try something fancier, but can't read the patterns.