Carla, you did the best you could under the circumstances. I'm even willing to bet that there were things you didn't share with us that made a hard situation worse. I've been in situations where I knew what needed to be done but couldn't do it- money, health, whatever it was that prevented me from acting.
Since you are cleaning and scrubbing, can you maybe hang a wet sheet over openings? It could help the air inside stay a bit fresher. May only work overnight due to evaporation, but any relief is still relief. I'm also thinking your animals will do fine--they adapt so well in ways we can't imagine. Hang in there. Once you are rested and the animals doing will, then you can reassess your situation. When God closes a door, He opens another. You have so many of us keeping you in our prayers, don't despair.
Since you are cleaning and scrubbing, can you maybe hang a wet sheet over openings? It could help the air inside stay a bit fresher. May only work overnight due to evaporation, but any relief is still relief. I'm also thinking your animals will do fine--they adapt so well in ways we can't imagine. Hang in there. Once you are rested and the animals doing will, then you can reassess your situation. When God closes a door, He opens another. You have so many of us keeping you in our prayers, don't despair.