Yeah I know what you mean. I got my start with hatching eggs shipped to me. Took me several tries to get a good flock going. But hey if you have a way to incubate some I could send you someTwo good breeds to hatch. Thinking to myself...yeah I need a couple of welsummers and black copper marans. Love those dark eggs and love to make olive eggers. Don't want to get a lot of chicks and don't want to get shipped chicks although I have before, just don't want that many, but can't find black copper marans in our area. Guess I'll just have to go with the cuckoo marans and blue splash marans. Even places with a large selection don't carry the BCM's.