AmeliaBedelia
Crowing
Set aside some wallowing time - eat a treat while looking through any photos you took and just BE SAD. Then set aside some time to think about how well she was cared for during the time you had her and how nice and comfy she was up til the end. Do that for each, and then try to focus on the fact they had good, but short, lives. I find taking specific "sad time" and then after that trying to be philosophical about it helps. But you gotta take the sad time for yourself.