I have no one else to talk to about anything, I don't really expect a reply to this post but I needed to tell someone so I hope noone minds. Well, today started out like the last couple of days. My husband trot-lines in the rivers around here, usually a friends goes with him as they share the fish and profits. But his friend is sick so I filled in. I love to fish and have my boat license for many years now, I have operated a boat with other people and occassionally by myself for as long as I can remember I wouldn't say I'm perfect but I am not horrbile either. But, everytime I did anything today and the last couple of days he, my husband has had something smart to say and occassionally called me a stupid a** while we are out on the water. I have not been to these lines before so I did not now where to go at the exact time he wanted me to. I told him how I felt on the way home today and he said he was not sorry for saying anytihng to me. Once we got home he was acting normal again. Later in the day I was going to get some more chick feeders and waterers and he went with me. I was talking about my just hatched chicks and saying to someone how excited I was and he rudely interupted and said, "They don't run my life, I have other things to think about than chickens all day." I was taken back by what he had said, but more than anything it embarrassed me and hurt my feelings. It was like he wanted to belittle me in front of someone. I wanted to cry for some reason, but I didn't want him or anyone to see it bothered me. But the rest of the day I have been a little heartsick over it. So I have decided never to tell him about my chicks or chickens again, unless he asks first. Anyways thanks for letting me vent.