That makes a lot of sense!! I think I’ve gotten that way somewhat but still not fully. I’m still too much of a softie.I am not too sad over it, I know I should be but I do not have time to be sad. I have to fix the situation. I'm a doer not a thinker, I believe that is why I have found such a passion for chickens, quail, and plants... You cull the weak so that future generations are stronger. Maybe I am just heartless or I have put up a wall to prevent myself the pain. I believe when I interned at the vet office, my heart learned when to feel pain and when not to... You cant sob over the clients dog because you have to save its life.
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f602.png)
![Rolling on the floor laughing :rofl: 🤣](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f923.png)
![See-no-evil monkey :see_no_evil: 🙈](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f648.png)
![Thud :th :th](/styles/byc-smilies/th.gif)
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f602.png)
![See-no-evil monkey :see_no_evil: 🙈](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f648.png)
Granted all of these deaths were a relief from suffering (grandma had colon cancer, Gator had MMM, the chickens, of course, Mareks) so maybe because I watched the suffering first hand and knew it was a relief/end to it that’s why. Idk.
Sorry, idk why I went there.
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