I am no chicken expert when it comes to illness. I don't have enough experience. So, please take this for what it's worth. I would be loading him up with everything you can think of to support his system. Vitamins, nutridrench, good food and water. You're not putting him down tonight, so you can at least give it a chance. It's odd to me that he is the only one of your chickens with symptoms.
I completely understand how you feel, and I'm not going to share the difficulties I've had with death in my chickens, and putting a dog down. I just want you to know I know how you feel. It's never easy and we always second guess. One of the ER experts on here told me she usually only knows what went wrong with her chicken when she has the necropsy done. That helped me so much. I couldn't figure out what was going on, and realized I wasn't alone. We all go through this sometimes with these gentle little creatures who disguise their pain so well.
I hope you can find a way to hold yourself gently during this time. You love him. Of course you feel bad, and wish you could have read his mind, or even his actions, much sooner. But, how? We are all learning as we go.
He knows he is loved. That's why he is allowing you to hold him and love on him. He eats when you give him food. He knows you are trying to help. He knows.

I completely understand how you feel, and I'm not going to share the difficulties I've had with death in my chickens, and putting a dog down. I just want you to know I know how you feel. It's never easy and we always second guess. One of the ER experts on here told me she usually only knows what went wrong with her chicken when she has the necropsy done. That helped me so much. I couldn't figure out what was going on, and realized I wasn't alone. We all go through this sometimes with these gentle little creatures who disguise their pain so well.
I hope you can find a way to hold yourself gently during this time. You love him. Of course you feel bad, and wish you could have read his mind, or even his actions, much sooner. But, how? We are all learning as we go.
He knows he is loved. That's why he is allowing you to hold him and love on him. He eats when you give him food. He knows you are trying to help. He knows.
