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Depression sucks. I sometimes think I need on meds again but also really don't want to take them. I'm having one of those almost suicidal thought nights. Where you don't really see anything good anymore or any hope for change. Just tired of life and want to curl up and just let it pass by.
Hard crash tonight.
Sorry Daniel, when I feel like that I go out in my workshop and turn on my favorite music. Or I go read a book in my room so I can forget what's bothering me. I don't think I will ever be able to quit my meds, my brain just needs chemicals it doesn't make. Take care.
 
It's been a battle for years. Been better since I've been off the antidepressants. They just made me feel numb. But side affect is that I sometimes have days like this. Where I just lay around all day because I don't have the motivation to do anything.

I definitely have those "don't want to do a thing and what's the point" days too.

I did hear that the meds can make people feel nothing at all....for some people that may be thing they need. It seems a hard choice...numb or fighting through the tough days.
 
They look really nice. What algea, I don’t see any. Is that purple passion hanging from that tank? I have some, but never thought to put it in a tank. What a great idea! Building stuff is a hugely useful skill to have. It’s also an excellent way to help those less fortunate like Molpet said. Especially right now when everybody is needing something. I always think what I do is no big deal, but recently I really hurt a friends feelings when she showed off a blanket I made for her. she liked it so much she wanted to show it off and I said she was silly. I just don’t think knowing how to knit or crochet is a big deal, but what I should have thought about was how she felt about it. Not sure what I’m getting at here, but I feel better now :)
It is. Grows really well in just the fish water actually. I've experimented with several plants over the years. Some do better than others lol
 
I definitely have those "don't want to do a thing and what's the point" days too.

I did hear that the meds can make people feel nothing at all....for some people that may be thing they need. It seems a hard choice...numb or fighting through the tough days.
I just feel tired all the time. Idk if it's because I am old, or if I still have Lyme disease, or if it's the scleraderma. I have to really force myself to do anything.
 

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I just feel tired all the time. Idk if it's because I am old, or if I still have Lyme disease, or if it's the scleraderma. I have to really force myself to do anything.
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I do not know much about Lyme disease or scleroderma but I know how battling ailments and chronic diseases can be. It's not easy.
 
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I do not know much about Lyme disease or scleroderma but I know how battling ailments and chronic diseases can be. It's not easy.
Plus depression, it's a wonder I get anything done. And now I have a bad tooth.
 

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