I dedicate this to Dee. The little old lady who schooled me in anger.
I know most people here won't know who Pantera are. Different strokes and all. Pantera was very influential to a younger me. I used to fight all time when I was younger. I was confused, and troubled, but mostly I was angry. It took me a long time to be able to understand why, but in the mean time I was getting in trouble hand over fist, literally.
When I was 13, I worked for a lady who ran a flea market stand. She was from Spain and at 69 years old she could run circles around me. She told me one day "I might be 69, but you're the old one." That statement has always stuck in my head. Mostly because she was right. I was in the state of mind a ritchey old grump should be in. I didn't know (and still struggle with) how to just lets things go. People should have just called my Chip.
You get tons of rude people doing sales, especially when they feel you should barter with them. (funny, I love to barter now

). Dee spoke great English, but in general the market was latino, sho she mostly spoke Spanish there. She'd often get confused and speak the wrong language without noticing. Sometimes both languages in the same sentence.
One day Dee and I are working our stand, and this...(insert colorfully descriptive words for male)... started yelling at Dee. "I don't speak that schnitz! What are you stupid?" Now, I don't speak Spanish either, and everyone assumed Dee was my grandma. It annoyed me when I was assumed to speak Spanish also. Nobody ever yelled at me for it though, and when that guy yelled at Dee I lost it and I let him have it. It didn't get physical thankfully (this was a full grown man, I was a boy). It did get nasty though and I did try to fight him.
Later that day when Dee and I finished unloading at home, I was sure she was going to fire me. She hadn't spoke to me the rest of the day. Instead though, she introduced me to metal music. Here's the little old lady standing all of 4'11" shadow boxing listening to Pantera's "Five minutes alone" telling me I've got anger issues. Lol, I was so confused by what I was seeing and hearing. "You've got to find a way to deal with the jerks in life. That man would have killed you. Do you think I need you to defend my honor? That's going to get you killed."
She sent me home with 3 albums that day, and I still listen to those songs today. She gave me Pantera's "Far Beyond Driven" & "Vulgar Display of Power." I also got Sepulera's "Chaos A.D." They really did help me channel my anger in my positive ways. I know a lot of people just think Metal to be a negative or just angry music, but if you actually read the lyrics, the messages are no different than a lot of music out there. Static X reads like poetry to me.