I would imagine it haunts you sometimes.My family is very negative in all conversations and attitudes. I realized this 25+ yrs ago and swore I would not be that way. Everyday I find something beautiful, the sky, a bird, baby calf eating breakfast, a flower-or just a green blade of grass. I stay positive.
Death is a part of life. I do not know of anyone that has gotten out of this world alive. I miss my son everyday, but I think of all the good times we had.
RIP JOHN WAYNE MATEJKA II
11/03/1987-7/26/2016.
yes that anniversary is coming up.
Enjoy your day-every day IS a gift.
Stay cool and drink plenty of iced tea. 1 gallon in fridge, so I need to make more![]()

