I’m a failure. Beethoven-Hen is gone, Canna is gone, Arizona and sunshine are gone. Everyone I have cared about is gone! Hen-Rietta stays with me for pity I guess. My heart isn’t just broken, it’s been shattered thru a paper shredder and then burned with a blowtorch!!
It is so hard loosing your best friends. That makes us feel like we let them down. But everyone must die ; you make your chicken's lives the best they could be, and walk with them along their path until the end.I think my hen Blanche will finally pass today after months of fighting to stay alive. I'm shattered too. I may not be as close a friend for my chickens as you are to yours but everytime one leaves I feel like the grief is overwhelming and I'd rather not have them anymore. Then, I guess life always takes over.
