Good morning folks :frow

Good morning, y'all! :frow
:frow Morning Elly
Not ready to be awake yet. Jonah had a 102.3 temperature last night so we went to the Dr at 11:30 pm. Little fella has a double ear infection. We haven't had much sleep here. Lots of crying and screaming.
Oh, so sorry Chris :hugs I remember those days and they were horrible for everyone. Give him hugs from us as well :hugs:hugs

Good morning Patti :frow
 
Hi Bob, I do remember them too. Poor kid and parents. How are you today ? We finally got close to an inch of rain yesterday. Wet down all the dry leaves. Sure hope y’all got some too.
I'm doing well, nope no rain yet. Well, we had a downpour that lasted less than 60 seconds that didn't even register in the rain gauge. So burn ban is still in effect around here. This morning we're going to take a trip up the mountain to try and get some pics. Enough of the weeds have died off so I think I can see the trail.
 
I've been thinking of Timmy a lot this morning.

This was on of Timmy's favorite bands.
Can You Feel My Heart
Bring Me the Horizon
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel, can you feel my heart?
Can you help the hopeless?
Well, I'm begging on my knees
Can you save my bastard soul?
Will you ache for me?
I'm sorry brother
So sorry lover
Forgive me father
I love you mother
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
Can you feel my heart?, can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

I do anything just to have him with us again. Tim and I became close pretty fast. We ended up living together just a month after meeting, and we were family by the time our lease was up. I used to want Timmy and my sister to date, fall in love and be happy together.

One night before Mary and I got married, we got in to an big argument. I don't even remember what it was about, but I was very angry and being irrational. At the time the emotion of loosing my daughter was still very fresh, and I was a wreck. I was drunk half of the time, and bitter the other half. It wasn't exactly one of my shining times in life. So I call Timmy and I tell him I need to leave, and that I needed him to come get me. I packed some bags, and Timmy was walking in the door 30 minutes later. He came in, put his phone down, and help me carry my stuff to the car. To the bar to drown some emotions we went.

The next morning Timmy woke up early and got the coffee brewing. He woke me up, gave me a cup of coffee, and told me it was time to go home. "I love you man, but I'm not going to help you run from this problem." When he picked me up, and took my bags to his car, he left his phone in the my house. When he went to retrieve it, I was so wrapped up in my own piss n vinegar I didn't notice him have a talk with Mary. "I told Mary I'd bring you home this morning, and that's what I'm going to do. What are you going to do? As you'r friend I'll support any decision you make, as you'r brother I'm going to be disappointed in you if you don't fix this."

That was almost 10 years ago. I never fully expressed how grateful I was for that. Mary and I have never argued like that again either.

Tim was my rock. We'd dealt with, and overcame so many issues together. I don't have Timmy to lean on for this one though...

Anyways, I just felt like sharing a little bit about him this morning.
 

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