Hey, it's okay! Things happen! He was very old! He and Boo are walking together, catching up on what has happened in the past year. Its gonna be hard for Miss Z and you, but he was a very happy Llama. I could tell from the picture. Miss Z will be fine. If she is almost 20 years old, she understands life and death. Don't sweat it. I lost my dog two years ago and my other dog only has a few weeks left. It's hard, but you are strong. You need to go through the stages. Grief, you will think it is your fault, but it is not! If he lived to be 19, he has had an amazing life. God decided it was his time to walk over the Rainbow Bridge. He is gonna be will all of the other animals you have lost, and he will be happy and healthy. He is going to be young again.
Sorry that I am not very good at comforting people, PtR





