At my age I now understand why my dad had me dispatch chickens and other animals for the pot. As I have aged my heart has softened and I suspect the same of my dad. I watch Dr Oakley on tv and the other day when their family dog died I cried like a baby. I don't want to think of having to put down one of my pups or chooks.
Awe. As my dream is to become a vet, I watch Dr. Oakley all the time. I think that it's hard for all of us to think about having to put our furry or feathered (or scaled) friends down.
What I learned from needing to, 1. Put my (I thought) soul dog, Dina, down just over two years ago, it gets easier when you have more. It hurt for weeks and weeks, but we had Coach (my other dog) and we got two new pups two weeks after she died. They helped.
And 2. After Coach passed away in April, I was heartbroken. But now I had chickens, guineas, my two pups, and I was in school, so I couldn't cry all day. I've actually only broken down once or twice since after he died.
Now, my two pups, that's a whole other story. I would be heartbroken if I lost Apollo, but he and I don't have much of a bond. Of course I love him, and I cuddle and play with him, we just don't have much connection with each other unfortunately.
Diana though, I can't imagine what I would do without her. She is my best friend. She knows when I'm upset. I thought that Dina was my soul dog, I was wrong.
3. My chickens. I would be broken into tiny pieces if they passed. Bolt and I, we have a good bond. She is the only one who will stand still and let me pick her up. I love her and would be shattered if she died.
BBQ. She is a ball of sass and fire. She is very vocal, but super sweet if you can catch her. Not much of a lap bird unless she is on your porch recovering from bumblefoot. I think that she is an awesome girl, and she is the only chicken who as an adult, had been in the house. Love her.
Willow. When I first got her, she was not very touchy. She didn't like to be caught, although she would stay in you arms for a short while before freaking out. Before she went DEVIL on me by going broody, and after I had had her for a while, she would give me cuddles for ages. Most beautiful bird I have ever seen, and absolute sweetheart. She and Bolt I both adore.
Splotch. Absolute sass queen. She hates being caught, but she will appreciate cuddles for about a minute and then she will not want anymore cuddles. Love her, but she is only 99% important to me, not 100% like the others.
Pastel. Love him. That's all I need to say. He has attacked everyone in my family but me, and so I love him. Always will.
Guineas. Love them all.
Haha I have more birds that I thought. 10 guineas, and 5 (hopefully more soon) chickens.
You guys don't need to put a sad face on this unless you want to

I feel like the posts that I mean to be funny you guys think are supposed to be sad.... it's okay though ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I really want some




soon!