So, I have debated bringing this up, but it has been extremely heavy on my heart. My BFF’s SIL hung herself yesterday. BFF’s brother found her in the garage. He cut her down and did CPR, but she was cold and swollen already. I struggle because I know how she felt and how her feelings were so real and justified in her mind. I think about her poor husband and children (all in early 20’s) she left behind. I think about her husband having to clean out her closet, her drawers, etc. They had the kids raised and the next step was enjoying the rest of their lives together. It really makes me sad.
Mental illness, depression, etc have such a stigma attached to them. I do hope our society changes the way we view it.
 
Hi guys,

It's me, Cindi. Smuvs is kicking my ass to get on here and post (thanks BUD!), cuz she said you guys have been asking about me. (awww!) So here I am. A little bit.

I've been taking my mom's death pretty hard, so I've been quiet. Been spending a lot of time alone, with my dogs and chickens, and not really talking to anybody much. Including my husband, except when he pisses me off, lol. I have depression and that is how I deal. I like to be by myself, so it's cool.

I've been on bereavement and took a few extra days off before I have to go back to work (for the 6 weeks I have left there). I gotta get my ass back in gear. I did send out a couple of resumes.

Love you guys, and thanks for caring! And hugs to anyone else out in Squatchland who is havving a tough time~
 

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