PBM yes we been worried about you.
We have missed you greatly and I do believe we understand your absence.

I have no words that can fix anything but if you need to vent, cry, scream or whatever I am a good listener. If you need us, know we are here. Public forum or private messages we ARE here.
 
Hi guys,

It's me, Cindi. Smuvs is kicking my ass to get on here and post (thanks BUD!), cuz she said you guys have been asking about me. (awww!) So here I am. A little bit.

I've been taking my mom's death pretty hard, so I've been quiet. Been spending a lot of time alone, with my dogs and chickens, and not really talking to anybody much. Including my husband, except when he pisses me off, lol. I have depression and that is how I deal. I like to be by myself, so it's cool.

I've been on bereavement and took a few extra days off before I have to go back to work (for the 6 weeks I have left there). I gotta get my ass back in gear. I did send out a couple of resumes.

Love you guys, and thanks for caring! And hugs to anyone else out in Squatchland who is havving a tough time~
:hugswe're here
 
So, I have debated bringing this up, but it has been extremely heavy on my heart. My BFF’s SIL hung herself yesterday. BFF’s brother found her in the garage. He cut her down and did CPR, but she was cold and swollen already. I struggle because I know how she felt and how her feelings were so real and justified in her mind. I think about her poor husband and children (all in early 20’s) she left behind. I think about her husband having to clean out her closet, her drawers, etc. They had the kids raised and the next step was enjoying the rest of their lives together. It really makes me sad.
Mental illness, depression, etc have such a stigma attached to them. I do hope our society changes the way we view it.
:hugs :hugs :hugs
Hi guys,

It's me, Cindi. Smuvs is kicking my ass to get on here and post (thanks BUD!), cuz she said you guys have been asking about me. (awww!) So here I am. A little bit.

I've been taking my mom's death pretty hard, so I've been quiet. Been spending a lot of time alone, with my dogs and chickens, and not really talking to anybody much. Including my husband, except when he pisses me off, lol. I have depression and that is how I deal. I like to be by myself, so it's cool.

I've been on bereavement and took a few extra days off before I have to go back to work (for the 6 weeks I have left there). I gotta get my ass back in gear. I did send out a couple of resumes.

Love you guys, and thanks for caring! And hugs to anyone else out in Squatchland who is havving a tough time~
:hugs :hugs :hugs

I think it's time for a group hug.
 
So, I have debated bringing this up, but it has been extremely heavy on my heart. My BFF’s SIL hung herself yesterday. BFF’s brother found her in the garage. He cut her down and did CPR, but she was cold and swollen already. I struggle because I know how she felt and how her feelings were so real and justified in her mind. I think about her poor husband and children (all in early 20’s) she left behind. I think about her husband having to clean out her closet, her drawers, etc. They had the kids raised and the next step was enjoying the rest of their lives together. It really makes me sad.
Mental illness, depression, etc have such a stigma attached to them. I do hope our society changes the way we view it.

Holy taters Sassy!
That is a very rough thing for them to be dealing with. I do hope he has a counselor helping him through things.
Can you reach out to him and offer friendship? I know that is not always possible.
 
Hi guys,

It's me, Cindi. Smuvs is kicking my ass to get on here and post (thanks BUD!), cuz she said you guys have been asking about me. (awww!) So here I am. A little bit.

I've been taking my mom's death pretty hard, so I've been quiet. Been spending a lot of time alone, with my dogs and chickens, and not really talking to anybody much. Including my husband, except when he pisses me off, lol. I have depression and that is how I deal. I like to be by myself, so it's cool.

I've been on bereavement and took a few extra days off before I have to go back to work (for the 6 weeks I have left there). I gotta get my ass back in gear. I did send out a couple of resumes.

Love you guys, and thanks for caring! And hugs to anyone else out in Squatchland who is havving a tough time~
:hugs
 
PBM yes we been worried about you.
We have missed you greatly and I do believe we understand your absence.

I have no words that can fix anything but if you need to vent, cry, scream or whatever I am a good listener. If you need us, know we are here. Public forum or private messages we ARE here.

Aaw, thanks 21. (31!) I've been lurking, just haven't felt, like writing, have only even blogged a teeny bit. But I'm starting to feel a little bit better,as time goes by. That's how it works, the whole grieving thing (BTDT, have the "Death Sucks" T-shirt, ha!)

Hi momma! Welcome back...we missed you. :hugs

And I missed you, Sandusky Suzi. :) (hey, I finally figured out how to multi-quote after all this time!)
:hugswe're here
And thank you my dear :hugs

I truly, really--from the bottom of my dark, cynical little heart--love you guys. Much.
Thank you for being there, and for being you (you crazy-ass beeyatches! said with love!!)
:love
 

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