I am so thankful that Rosie does not need anything from me tonight in her show preparations because as of this morning I am out of commission. I cannot stand up straight without crying and when I get into see my doctor in September we will probably have a huge fight. I need a Hysterectomy, have needed one for almost a year and a half. Due to my insurance and the fact that I'm still under 40 it has had to be put off and different options tried. They are not working, I'm miserable and I do not care anymore if I'm not 40. This last option they tried was the final thing before my insurance would approve a hysterectomy. A cyst ruptured this morning and the pain was so bad that I broke out in cold sweats and spent a hour puking. I will drag myself down there to watch her show, but how long I'm able to stay is anyone's guess at this point.