Please, do not feel horrible. None of this is yours or Teddy's fault, it is not I promise. Chicks are fragile, I have learned over the years not to expect them all to make it to adulthood. Difficult hatches or hidden issues we cannot see internally can claim them very young. And some, well, some of them pass for no rhyme or reason that first week. I want to thank you. It had been over a year since I last had chicks. I had broody's but I kept breaking them. Things had gotten so difficult and depressing since this past September that I forgot even some of the most simple joys with the chickens. It is still tough, we finally got grandma's living room and kitchen 99% done. Now we have 3 bedrooms to do. All 3 just as bad as the rest of the house. I do not care how happy you are, a day down there you come home feeling depressed and sad. It has been dark when we get home so my chickens are already on the roost, no snuggle time with them so what is left to do to improve your mood? Not much really as I have been so tired it is eat and pass out dreading the next day. Not anymore. I have those happy contented little peeps greeting me as soon as I walk in my room. Just the sound of them instantly relaxes me and brings a smile. The camera does not capture it where they are afraid, but they play with me. I can put my hand in the brooder and tap my fingers and it is a game to them. They come charging in to bite my fingertips and hop all over my hand. Adele demands to be held. You saw the picture of her asleep in my hand last night. I was held hostage by that chick for 10 minutes. She was sleeping and I did not move to put her back until she woke up. Never disturb a sleeping baby, human or chicken. It was a hard day down grandma's yesterday, mentally and physically due to the horrendous heat. The chickadoo's washed it all away in mere minutes and I went to bed happy and slept like a rock. As soon as I woke up they were still happily peeping. I've already had them all out to cuddle and Adele once again made it up to my shoulder for some snuggle time. I was sad for a minute she was not a frizzle but then I got to thinking it is for the best. We can get brutal winters with frigid temps. I already have to take extra precautions with the silkies to keep them warm, Adele will have a advantage over them and be better off with normal feathers. I am sad I lost little fluff and little curly, but, they have joined Momma hen, jack and Gracie with my grandma. Grandma loved my chickens, I won her over with the silkies and she also loved my blue chickens. Little fluff is in the best of care now and I know she is very happy with chicks to spoil.