Dang, so sorry!Today has been a very trying day already... I'm in need of lots of very loud music right now, maybe even a hug. I'm not going to go to deep in to it publicly, but I'll never move someone in to my house out of the kindness of my heart again. The toll it has taken on my family is just unacceptable. They have vacated the premises this morning, but the damage is already done.
Below are the lyrics to Kevin Gates' Stop Lyin'.
I've edited out the chorus, and added a few *** to clean it up some, but it's really helped me deal some of what has been going on over the last couple of months.
I'm an all in kind of guy, and I do not handle betrayal well. I need to digress and find something more positive to invest my energy in, but it's very difficult.Confrontation is the conversation
Your contact, erased it
Can't take it, no patience
Major mistake is me believing in you when you say s***
I thought you changed well since you can't I can no longer take it
Go 'head and face it, plain and basic, different occasions
Gave you my trust and you apologized and then betrayed it
Shame on me, further repeat, I'm all out of favors
And nothing else can save you
Guessin' you missing integrity
Still gotta focus on what's in the head of me
Great understanding of me as a whole
Probably one of the reasons you scared of me
Fiction you telling me, stupid expecting me
Thinking that I'ma believe in what I'm not believing
Excuse me, I'm sorry
I abruptly beg your pardon
Realest ever, relentless ever, inevitable that I win
Never say never again, though a facade is the way to pretend
Never be basic again, a stage ain't for the faint hearted
Processed it all, but I ain't bought it
But thank God, I can thank God
Fell in a miserable state, when no one you f*** with will look in your face
Wake up alone when the weather get lonely
You'll be the only one you can blame
S*** ain't the same though as it was plain
Focusin' damn and go hard in the paint
f*** with the K
It affect when you grindin'
I own the prize, and you're more like a lion
Soar like a eagle, without all the lying, trying
Trying to be something you not, I say I got, you say you got
I say I'm not, you say you tried it, If it happen to me then it happened to you
Or someone you know, or someone you f*** with
A lot shit be counterfeit, your no longer someone I f*** with
