No. Do not go there. We all do the best we can with the knowledge we have. As @BY Bob is always pointing out to me when I lose a chicken, they are experts @ hiding illness & symptoms & by the time we realise it's serious it's already too late. You did what you could & nobody can expect more. She had a wonderful life with you & we all know that breeding has caused enormous distress in some breeds & there is just nothing to be done about that. It is not our fault. I have resolved to the best of my ability not to perpetuate the horror by knowingly buying birds prone to genetic issues. I did it once. Never again. I lost an entire flock of 12 birds in a matter of days.Ok, while we’re supporting each other in Bob’s absence, I just wanted to share I’m feeling an incredible amount of remorse, regret and guilt for not trying harder with Dorothy. I don’t mean the day she got sick; I mean before that. She was laying soft eggs for a long time and I stopped trying to help since it didn’t seem to be working. Could have put her on hormones. Ugh. Poor, poor Dorothy with the lousy genetics, if that was her problem.![]()