It's hardest when it's sudden. No time to prepare. It's overwhelming.thank you, yall are too kind, i really appreciate all the support
thank you so much for your understanding.
Part of grieving that is so hard to me is how sometimes the emotion seems to well up out of no where over any minuscule thing. He and my aunt bought me my first light up shoes. i mustve been about 4, they put me on the table to dance in them. Lost that pic in the flood but the memory remains. I saw my daughters light up shoes today(sun maybe?) and the dam let go.
He was always pretty healthy and there was just no warning. Get your medical screenings people, it might not catch this sort of thing but, there are lots of things they Can catch and it can save you and yours this heartache. Im saying this because i am behind and ive been a mule about going in toward poor dh but its time to start having reg check ups. My family Needs me and i bet each one of yours needs you too.